Read my world

(By -Harshit) I'm Breathing in , I'm giving it out, loosing life with that pipe I'm smoking weed out. Oh I need it, I'm incomplete without smoking that weed, I feel it, Smoke flame my eyes, smoke weed what happened to my life. That illusion covers me , holding it in hand I thinking about, That I'm not  leaving it , neither my body is moving in just siting here I'm loosing out. I know it's just killing me, I'm even leaving my soul , my life , I'm lying here and smoking out. Here crying & tripping in , why it's just my destiny, I feel that yearning ,my slavery , that's why I'm dying for smoking out. I'm too high  now, can't sense if it's day or night, Feeling loosing very things ,helpless and screaming out , hell why I'm smoking out. I'm Breathing in , I'm giving it out, loosing life with that pipe I'm smoking weed out. *(It's my request and even our responsibility to save our fellow mates f

(By- H) I'm a clod with grief and smile, I dream to reach far a high.., Never think before trying and ends up falling behind., I think ,imagine and see world's demeanour.., But can't express my fancy, don't have vouble nature.., My mind stuck with the blues I listen, I feel and care for people with me but how to start with them is question.., I'm gross and with my much not needed competition.., I've just ruined my social world and connections.., I try to laugh,sit,talk with people in both fun and pain.., But I don't know to react and just can't make bonds with them., Friends who raised me I felt loosing them.., I've changed,I don't talk and and even don't know how cope with them..., I'm gross,bore and just can't even achieve scores.., Just disappoint people & parents , kill even end their hopes..,

( By -H) I felt both peace and darkness filling my heart, Darkness gives revenge in life but, peace protects us form falling in dark.,., My journey wasn't cruel but neither easy, Like others I've failed , and felt life was my enemy.,., My Birth Started with beth, God's messages & religion  clash, Didn't want them soo faced folk's wrath.,., At age of eight didn't want diety & Rebelled, Beaten up to accepct and stiff, my Life was helled.,., Stepped as teen with no home, no bonds and fears, Worked to eat, lived for self to prove what I was & what I had.,., Hailed by both love and help from people I never met, Created reasons for others to trust me & made bonds with them,.,., In twenties I was young for world but adult to understand it's beauty, Pain kills us like it killed me but, bonds and sharing get us divine peace.,., I felt both peace and darkness filling my heart, Darkness gives guilt in life but, peace protects us form